stephanie klein.
she is an author, she has a great blog and she got me through some of this.
at times i thought she read my mind.
the truest depth of my mind. where my heart stopped beating and the crazy occurred.
she was with me.
granted her WASband was a doctor, mine's a steelworker. so some issues were slightly off.
but i had empathy nonetheless......
the emotions of letting go of your best friend.
in my case the affair was between my best friend, heidi ihde and my best friend mr mac, my husband....how trailer trash, jerry springer and maury can you get. it is like a lunch special at your favorite cheap mexican joint.
with a side of beans and rice.
stephanie brought me through the first part.
she inspires me to do more for me. makes me wish. makes me dream. makes me decide.
more. i want more. not in the material sense. though, that never hurt anyone. but more out of myself and my life. i decide that. going forward, it is just that-my.life. he does not get to make decisions that impact me any further. even with all his spiteful behavior within the divorce. he sealed his fate.
he is a WASband
heidi is an adulteress heifer
may they live happily ever after.
this does not mean i do not miss them both, in memory.
in real life, they are impractical.
stuart weitzman's on a rainy day.
stephanie speaks to me. makes me laugh. makes me shake my head. makes me understand that i am not alone and i can survive.
for that i must say, i love my fellow lover of all things greek and tragic.
i appreciate my life.
i appreciate my love.
i appreciate how i was raised.
i appreciate those i love.
stephanie is on that list. for always.
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